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Mr Mom 4 Now
Ok.. right off the bat...I'm separated and I'm Mr Mom 24/7, so i can't go anywhere to meet anyone and you can't come here until after i put my 2 1/2 year old to bed.I don't wanna give a big sob story... just a quick blurb. Before she left, she treated me touching her as if it was just one step above rape, she did not want me in any way and made sure i knew it. When she left she said that she knew our marriage was repairable, just that she didn't want to repair it... she didn't love me anymore and she doesn't even want to try to learn to love me. *UPDATE*She played me for the fool for the last two weeks... She came back, telling me that she wanted to work on our marriage. turns out that she just needed a place to sleep and told me what i needed to hear to accept her home. I can't see myself wanting her back right now. I'm so mad at her. I'm hurt and I want someone to make me feel special. I want to hold someone who actually wants me to hold her, I want to be with someone who want me to be with her, I want to laugh with someone who actually likes being with me. I just want to be with someone who actually wants to be with me. and love someone who loves me back.So where does that leave you? I don't know... somewhere between needing a temporary relationship and looking for the new love of my life.
Let me clarify, Its not about sex, though i honestly thought it was at first... I first came to this site thinking I needed stupid, mindless, anonymous, (enter other adjectives here) sex to get rid of the pain in my chest that ached all night as i sit here alone with noone to talk with and be with. After talking with a new friend today, i realized that sex alone wouldn't fill the void... it would just make my loins stop aching. Frankly, If thats all i needed i could go online and find a video or two to take care of that... Its more than a sexual need... its an intimacy issue.I need intimacy... not just sexual, but emotional and physical intimacy. I need someone who can treat me as if i'm important to them. Someo
Ok.. right off the bat...I'm separated and I'm Mr Mom 24/7, so i can't go anywhere to meet anyone and you can't come here until after i put my 2 1/2 year old to bed.I don't wanna give a big sob story... just a quick blurb. Before she left, she treated me touching her as if it was just one step above rape, she did not want me in any way and made sure i knew it. When she left she said that she knew our marriage was repairable, just that she didn't want to repair it... she didn't love me anymore and she doesn't even want to try to learn to love me. *UPDATE*She played me for the fool for the last two weeks... She came back, telling me that she wanted to work on our marriage. turns out that she just needed a place to sleep and told me what i needed to hear to accept her home. I can't see myself wanting her back right now. I'm so mad at her. I'm hurt and I want someone to make me feel special. I want to hold someone who actually wants me to hold her, I want to be with someone who want me to be with her, I want to laugh with someone who actually likes being with me. I just want to be with someone who actually wants to be with me. and love someone who loves me back.So where does that leave you? I don't know... somewhere between needing a temporary relationship and looking for the new love of my life.
Let me clarify, Its not about sex, though i honestly thought it was at first... I first came to this site thinking I needed stupid, mindless, anonymous, (enter other adjectives here) sex to get rid of the pain in my chest that ached all night as i sit here alone with noone to talk with and be with. After talking with a new friend today, i realized that sex alone wouldn't fill the void... it would just make my loins stop aching. Frankly, If thats all i needed i could go online and find a video or two to take care of that... Its more than a sexual need... its an intimacy issue.I need intimacy... not just sexual, but emotional and physical intimacy. I need someone who can treat me as if i'm important to them. Someo
